Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Excuse me if I sound incoherent lately

Hey guys,

I've been getting so much great feedback with my blog and my youtube.
I am so grateful for all the messages and comments. You guys make me feel like I'm really not alone in this.

I promise that shortly I will get back to all the comments and messages once I figure a few things out.
I really wish I didn't sign up for summer school this year. It was sort of pointless, I'm only taking one course and it's with this horrible prof who fails everyone. I've been holding back on this course in hopes a better prof will be teaching. So now of course I check next years courses and he isn't teaching anymore.

I really want some time to just relax and take a breather before life hits full force again but I face the whole family guilt thing. I have to be doing something at every given moment or they just make me feel guilty. Meanwhile my brother has been hope for years making excuses as to why he is neither employed nor in school. I guess one of us has to be the good one.
Once this jaw surgery stuff is over I'm going to go back to my non stop year round school years.
Two years, and then my designation. I feel blessed to know what direction I'm heading in. I just wish my family would take a chill pill.

Well the moulds are done and at the surgeons office.
I have an adjustment in 3 weeks.
My bite isn't opening. Grrrrr

Hope you're all doing well.

P.s. On a different note I love my new gym. I seriously want to wake up every day and just go there.
My boyfriend told me, when you find a gym you like you're going to enjoy working out. I didn't believe him because I've always hated the gym, but it turns out he was right. I just hadn't found my place.

When you start the journey it feels like you'll never get to the end of it. But I look at this picture from two years ago and remember where I was in my life at that point. I have grown and changed so much in two years that I really believe even these next two years will flash before my eyes and the rewards from all the hard work will one day prevail. 


  1. so glad you've found a more fitting gym! i was surprised before when you told me you had a gym membership but didn't use it much. Guess it just wasn't the right place for you. I so wish we lived closer so we could meet in real life! You will have to let me know if you ever decide to vaca in CA :) xoxoxo

    1. Whenever I head to Australia next I usually fly through LA so hopefully I can get a decent stop over and we can hang out. That would be awesome :D