I am resorting to you because I feel like I have found friendships here and I need a friend right now.
I hate that it comes to this, me posting my problems on my jaw surgery blog, but unfortunately no one is available to talk to and I don't know what to do.
I've been in a relationship for going on three years if you include the time broken up.
Anyway we had some really hard times, and we both hold things against each other.
I love this guy to death but I need to ask, is it possible to put the past away and move on from this?
Right now we arent on the best of terms because I did open up the bag of worms and wanted to really look over our whole relationship, all the things that stand in the way and ask in the long run if we will be okay. He told me that he doesn't know, he feels cold feet towards it all because of all the stuff we've been through. Yet we are still together, but why?
(no one cheated or anything like that)
I'm scared but I tell myself, if this person doubts me, why am I with them, if they don't care when I cry, why am I with them. I love him to death, but the reality of this scares me.
Its broken my heart so many times and I let him back in, how do I know I'm doing the right thing?