so a few months ago a blogged about how I applied for exchange at the University of Western Sydney.
I got accepted, out of tons of people who applied, they chose me.
As much as I want to scream with joy, I most likely have to deny the opportunity.
When I applied my surgery was suppose to be this spring. But when I saw my surgeon a couple weeks ago he moved it to October. I would have to leave in January, and according to my surgeon and orthodontist, it would be ideal to stick around for at least a few months while everything fuses back together.
I don't really know what to do because I feel like I so need this.
Everything has been crazy and hectic here, I've been stressed out and depressed all the time, and no one seems to care of understand (Well except for you wonderful bloggers)
I feel like a lot of people don't get what I'm going through and they take it as me just being overly emotional. To be honest, I so want to get the hell out of here.
What to do , what to do, what to do.......